can i just say.. that girls are fucking insane? like seriously. i know i am a girl, i have a vagina, and i love the vagina. however, i like to think that at least out of the three billion women on this planet i am one of the maybe million that is pretty sane. why is it that i always get myself involved with girls that are emotionally unavailable or ones that dabble between both sides of the fence? see, now this is why miss vickie vegas needs to just keep this singularity up. then we can just eliminate all the ridiculous feelings and shit that happen with said involvements.

so, if we are just friends.. please don't cling to me when you have no one else. please don't try to touch my vajay and most definitely do not try to look like my girlfriend when we are out and about. because when you go back to fucking your boyfriend, it's a slight debbie downer. it feels really nice, but god it fucks me up! i am somewhat semi-bitter over the fact that i did absolutely fall in love with a girl knowing nothing would come of it, but still let it ride on because it felt comforting. i guess the game was played on both sides. she played, and i played back. it was a fun, exciting, short adventure.

now, here's the even sicker part. amidst all this.. semi-bitterness. i still have this insane, deep, genuine care and love for her. i think if anything the bitterness isn't towards her at all. it's towards myself for letting ME get sucked into her. this is one of those times where i say "i should have known better" and i really should have. but of course.. all those things that we like and make us feel good, we wish would stay forever. we basically get high off of the feeling of mutual neediness and the want for companionship. it's gross. and here's where i break out the impermanence talk. NOTHING GOLD CAN STAY. as much as we always want for things to stay the same and be fun/awesome. they never are. things always change and as humans we just have to learn to adapt to the ever-moving ground below us. if we don't, we become these hollow individuals that blame ourselves and everything around us for the things that happen to us. shit happens, love happens, death happens, all this happens. i'm learning to grasp this concept more and more. i think since i've been remembering that key point, i've been letting shit roll off my back a lot easier. without getting so angry and upset that things turn out the way they do. it's just life.

it always takes me a little bit of time to figure these things out. at first, i never know what is going on. i'm just like "yeahhh dude, let's roll with it, go with the flow baby" in reality, i need to stop doing that. i need to stop falling in love with girls that can't love me back. well, i'm not talking about my buddhist kind loving nature, i'm talking about the "i wanna be your barefooted baby mama" love.

and i will. eventually.
ok, ANYWAYS...

my roommate came into my room the other day as usual spot on around 8 am. he's a pretty awesome dude, he always brings me breakfast and we sit around and chit chat before he gets ready for work. blah blah blah, whatever.. he was telling me about how he met this chick online and they hung out and long story short she gave him a beej. i was like "woot! more power to ya dude", but when he told me she "gobbled down every drop" of his man juice.. i almost vomited every piece of eggs and potatoes i ate. actually, just retelling this story to you guys made me throw up in my mouth a little.

semen is probably one of the most disgusting things ever. i don't know how for about eight years of my heterosexual sexually active part of my life (give or take a few years in between when i was celibate) i was able to put up with that shit. i would always remember dodging the cum-shot. trying to get my hands in the way more than my mouth and just hope it would be over quickly. damn, no matter what you put on a dick it still doesn't taste good. and that's how i knew i was gay...

well, except for the fact that every time i banged a dude i thought of girls. the whole time i'd be thinking "no, honey.. fuck me from behind so i can stare at the wall and imagine milla jovovich hittin' it with a strap on"

HAHAHAHHAHAHHA, OH THE LULZ of this entry.

p.s.burningangel.com stickers really make for good gifts to your neighbors asshole guests who park their piece of shit cars in front of your house. OR the jesus wagon that cut you off AND flipped you off while speeding down the road to church. :]

Tasks List :

• Finish my professionnal dev. done
• Writing docs. On progress  (I really hate this part...)
• Fixing my car. done
• Posting some CoolUselessHack here. On progress (I have a lot of ideas)
• Getting back to university every night in order to finish my MSc in Computer science. On progress -_-zzZZz
• Finding a new job. On progress
• Playing Warhammer Online. << grr.. not enough hours in a day (damn small 24h)
• Writing LUA addons for warhammer Online. done (OMG I realize that I spend more time coding addons than playing...)
• Playing with pixel bender. On progress
• Buying Sheldon's green lantern tshirt. You can buy me one here ;) 
• ...and alot more

Velbekomme :D

Blogging:

Link -->:  Tryk

Bloggin er et fænomen som en del i DK efterhånden kender til. Det er dog kun få der for alvor blogger og alligevel er DK langt fra vores naboland Sverige. I Sverige har en kun 17-åtig pige efterhånden tjent millioner på at blogge om sin hverdag. Hun har i gennemsnit 500.000 bruger om ugen på hendes blog, og er dermed indehaver af Sveriges største blog.

Også i USA er de helt fremme i skoene med hensyn til bloggin og det har medført at flere bloggere kan leve af at skrive. Det er blevet hverdag at modtage penge fra firmaer for at skrive om deres produkter, eller modtage produkt som gave for at kunne skrive om det.

Markedsføring gennem blogs er nu så stor i USA at flere PR-bureauer laver specielle pressemeddelelser minded på blogger. Ligesom det gøres til journalister. Det er med til at vise at bloggin i USA har fået magt på linje med andre almindelig massemedier.

Selvom der kan være mange penge i at lave markedsføring på sin blog håber eksperter ikke at tendens rammer DK. De mener nemlig at det kan ødelægge bloggernes troværdighed.

Links til et par af de største danske blogs:

slagtenhelligko.dk

hovedetpaabloggen.dk

mediehack.elmose.com

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Danskerne ser Tv som aldrig før.

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De seneste tal fra DR Medieforskning viser at danskerne ser tv som aldrig før. I årets første 3 kvartaler har hver dansker, over 3 år,  i gennemsnit brugt 2 timer og 29 min dagligt foran tv'et. Det er en stigning på 15 min om dagen i forhold til 2007. Det kan medføre en ny rekord ved årets udløb. De høje tal kan hænge sammen med herrehåndbold landsholdets deltagelse ved EM samt OL.
Den største stigning er sket hos de 15-24 årige som dagligt har set 19 min ekstra tv.

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Det var det vi havde at byde på i denne uge. "Stay tuned for next week!"

Grupper 5

And we had a blast!

She is a brand new blogger, and she posted a hilarious post about our fun adventures!

"In [Mrs. Kitty's] opinion it’s not a good night unless someone shoots something out their nose, loses bodily functions, or gets a piercing in an inappropriate spot." 

So please stop over there, read, comment and say hello!

maybe it's because after 11 exhausting innings of watching the tied sox/angels game, we let those sneaky halos beat us. i was really hoping for a sweep there. of course though, being a sox fan.. one can only know how we do get disappointed at times. ugh.. we'll win. i believe!

i'm not sure what is bringing me down today. it could be a jumble of shit, as it usually is. i might be letting my brain think way too much for its own good. i'm pretty sure that's what it is. i haven't been controlling the way i've been feeling. my brain is just thinking all kinds of nonsensical bullshit and bringing me down in the process. damn it vickie. TAKE CONTROL. i need to go read/meditate before i go from being all buddhist and happy to psycho and angry.

i leave you with this. TERRADACTYL PORN. yep, i said it. a friend of mine posted this on her myspace. i'm disturbed by this.. but in the same instance FASCINATED. who's idea was this? and who the hell gets off on prehistorical porno, and seriously WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON??

Click here for DINO PORNO

Anyways, I have a cold. It sucks. :/

Really no other news. :|

THIS IS SO AMAZING!!!!

It took me months and months to begin this blog.  I didn't want to start because I knew what I wanted it to look like, but I didn't know how to make it happen.

I obviously jumped into the blogosphere anyway.

But I still had my design dream.

And Lindsay over at Designs by Splat made it happen.  She is super creative, patient and very well priced.  Make sure to go check her out.  Her wicked badge is over in my sidebar.

I'm super giddy.

I mean she definitely caught my good side.  I actually look skinny.  Because that is exactly what I look like.  Wha???  You don't know.  I do.

I'm fabulous and skinny.  *achem*

Anyhoo.....

I love it and can't wait to show it off.  So come by, rock out, and tell me how rad this design is!

Notice something different?  Well things are a bit crazy right now.  I'm renovating the place.  So please have some patience while the place is under construction.

I can't wait to show off my new place!

Kitty Management

1) It's wordpress, aka a blog site, so you have to click on blog entries to see whats inside!
2) To open up a blog go on the navigation on the side(Right SIDE)
3) As you can see there is a recent post and categories. When you click on categories your going to see many posts, click on the one you want to view. For example: Myspace layouts, there may be 10 different categories with updates, and titles of layouts, ect... click on whatever you like.
4) You can leave comments by just putting your name, website(if you have one) and email, dont worry your email doesn't show, i get it just in case i want to thank you for commenting.

So I guess thats all. Any more questions feel free to contact me by email: Denjen91@yahoo.com
~Jennifer

My sweet dear friend April, decided to bestow this lovely award my way.

Since I don't speak or read spanish, I got an interpreter and it reads....

"Mrs. Kitty is the coolest, funniest, most bad ass blogger on the block"

That's what my little friend from across the border read when I bought a delicious burrito from her this afternoon.  Wha????

Thank you April!!!

I'm not going to pass it on because it's so personalized and I wouldn't want anyone to feel bad when I crossed out my beautiful name with a crayon and rewrote somebody else's name.  That's just rude.

This bad boy will be placed in my Ice Ice Baby page, where all my jewels of the blogosphere shine.

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I still can't find my stupid camera battery charger.  I'm so frustrated.  Those pictures of my few home improvements are coming I promise!

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I'm spending the full morning with a bunch of babies and toddlers from my church.  I hope it's a day full of joy rather than sadness.  I better take a huge frapp with me.  Frapp solves problems.  So does cake.

Questi sono i termini di ricerca con cui i lettori sono arrivati al mio blog oggi. Vorrei sottolineare:

1) Dei pazzi dislessici che cercavano disperatamente BRITNI SPEAK;

2) Dei maniaci sessuali in cerca di PORNOVINTAGE;

3) Dei confusi in cerca di FROCISESSUALI;

4) Dei feticisti di SALVASLIP

E' bello sapere che i tuoi lettori ti somigliano.

Well, one of my favorites, Ms. J. Kaye has tagged me to continue the meme topic of writing about five specific ways that blogging has affected you.... either positively or negatively. 

O.K. - Here's my attempt at an answer for the topic:

Blogging has given me an outlet to release my creative side that has been stifled under my psyche and responsibilities for entirely too long!  I am a creative person who has spent the last 22+ years negotiating contracts and working with numbers.  I'm not complaining about that... it's just that my career and my passion, unfortunately are two different things.  I was a performing arts major (emphasis in musical theatre)... however, ended up in the business world.  I suppose there's considerably more money in that and you can afford to eat food...  Yes, the trade-off is there!  Now, I am the owner of 5 blogs:

• First is A Novel Menagerie - Book Reviews & Tales of My Menagerie.  This is my main blog, my passion and what I will pour my heart into.
• Second is Thursday's Thoughts - A Weekly Meme/Contest for me to get to know my readers and fellow bloggers
• Third is TNCK9Adventures - This hasn't launched as of yet, but will be coming soon.  It will be a work of fiction, from the viewpoint of the animals in the story and it's purpose will be to raise money for animal charities world-wide.
• Fourth is CommercialREInfo - This will be a blog consisting of articles that I write regarding my what I've spent the last 22+ years doing:  Commercial Real Estate.  This hasn't launched as of yet, but will be coming soon.
• Last is EverythingTori - This will be a "just for fun" blog about Tori Amos, Tori Spelling, and my dog Tori.  This site hasn't launched yet.

So, you can plainly see that the entire "creative outlet" thing was completely necessary for me!

It has literally dragged me away from the BOOB TUBE and gotten me reading and writing.  OK, folks, that is a positive, right?  I'm now catching the news on the computer and only watching the very most important shows that I DVR.  That's cut TV time down by 90%.

Unfortunately, it has temporarily replaced my knitting habit.... but, I'll find a balance sometime soon.

I'm not upset if I'm stuck waiting somewhere for kids or something... always have that book to read.  I can't wait to blog the minute that I'm done.  I really wonder if people read my book reviews... I put a lot of thought into them.  I hope they do!

I can't wait to be a blogger on a Book Tour!  It's my goal.  Can't wait!

I am a stat addict.  Lisa told me that would get better, soon.  She said that most new bloggers are really interested in stats.  I'm almost at 2,000 and I'm only a month and a half old.  That's pretty fair, yes?

I'm going to bed at 3am now.  Yes, sleep is overrated.

I can write tidbits of HTML code.. who knew?

I now know what a MEME is.

I can meet so many cool people without leaving my house!  You guys are everywhere!  And, a lot of you are moms.  How great is that?

Thanks, J. Kaye... I'm totally happy that you tagged me.  Now, am I supposed to tag?  The people that I tag may already be tagged and have written on this topic, but here goes:

• Literarily:  Simply, Shana ROCKS!
• APOOO:  This lady is a smart cookie... let me tell you!
• Cafe of Dreams:  Love this blog... always love this blog.
• Books on the Brain:  There  is simply none better than LISA. 
• The Literate Housewife: Another blog that I totally get into and read!

Thanks, J. Kaye, for giving me the opportunity to share and tag! 

When did it become more important for our entertainers to be UBER thin than for them to be well, entertaining? Monday night I was watching MTV's The Hills because yes, I am one of those sad individuals who despite the fact that the show is fake, full of reality "actors" and makes me cry a little inside, I'm hooked. I guess despite my complaints about the show's brief episodes, starved stars and overall ridiculousness, I secretly want to be them! Everyone on The Hills is making thousands of dollars an episode to party, pretend to work at fun jobs in fashion and music, and well just be super skinny. While I'm forced to sit at a desk all day and do actual work. It just makes me wonder, why can't I live The Hills life?

Monday night's episode was another super brief look into the ongoing feud between Speidi and Lauren Conrad (I think these episodes now run around 20 minutes each, which is pretty amazing since some of the cast members make up to $100,000 an episode). Each time I watch shows like The Hills, I am reminded that in TV Land, my healthy BMI and normal weight is considered to be morbidly obese. But it hasn't always been this way.

I am old enough to remember the days when women could actually relate to television actresses, back when they ate more than just lettuce and laxatives. Remember The Facts of Life? That entire cast was full of female actresses who were very successful and yet still found time to consume food. I never once contemplated the possibility that Natalie, Toodie, Blair or Jo's bodies could be eating themselves due to starvation, but today, that's all I can think about when I watch television.  I wish television could go back to presenting semi-normal looking women.  However, it's not just the women. Men in the entertainment industry today are expected to either look manorexic or as though they live at the gym. Don't get me wrong, I'm all about being entertained by attractive people, but when did emaciated become attractive. And when did a six-pack on a man turn into a 12-pack?

Basically, all I'm saying is that actors and actresses on television and in the movies today could definitely benefit from some carbohydrates, a few acting lessons and a little back fat.

(Eating doesn't get you paid and make you a star in The Hills)

(Must be between 60-85 pounds to ride this fashion train)

pic from dailybabbler.ivillage.com

(Sometimes my heart stops, my bones break and my hair falls out, but it's better than being fat)

[Insert "What the @*?! do you mean?" comment here]

Yet on a whim and nothing better to do - I create a blog post at the suggestion of a friend and research what seems to be an endless maze of blogging websites. With so many places to blog and bloggers BLOGGING- who's actually reading these things? Sheesh - who's reading this?

Wait - don't answer that.

But, I have to admit that as I sit here catching glimpses of old Adult Swim episodes and playing fetch with my family's new mini pinscher - creating my blog post has been kind of...anticlimactic.

But, perhaps that's anticlimactic in the good way. Technology has that effect on people, I think. You have to admit that as long as blogging has been around, it's kind of hard to be impressed whether or not one has a blog post or not - especially now.

But I'm not here to trivialize the act of blogging or whether or not there are enough people reading blogs to support blogging, period.

Mainly, as this is my very first post ever - I'd like to say a big HELLO to all my fellow bloggers out there and I look forward to writing (something  A LOT more interesting) in the future.

But, since I always like to end things in an open ended way - has anyone else been "late to the party" on something? In other words (take for example, my first blog post), what sorts of things in life do you feel you missed out on only to enjoy them after it seems the allure has faded?

Wouldn't there be some envy, jealousy, and anger at how unfair it seems? We've all heard about the hockey moms and women that see her as one of them, but what about the 40 something women, that broke the education barriers by going for advanced degrees from top schools? I can't help but wonder what a woman might think after competing and working their way to the top of academic, corporate, and philanthropic organizations and yet they will not go down in history as the first female selected to be a VP running mate for a Republican presidential candidate. It isn't the way things are supposed to work.

And in some ways, I like that. Here is Sarah Palin marching to Minneapolis St. Paul to the beat of her own drum:  starting on her high-school basketball team, eloped, pregnant eight months after marriage; beauty queen; mayor of a small town in Alaska; Governor of a modestly populated state; and now VP nominee. And here is the girl who was top of her class in grade school, high school, college, graduate school, law school, medical school etc; voted president of her class; rose up through the ranks and yet she'll never go down in history. 

How do you reconcile within yourself that you did all you were "supposed" to do, but in the end-as is so often the case: it is not the one with the best grades or most achievements-it is the one who can shoot a caribou that wins the prize.

Ieri per la prima volta mi sono sentita una blogger, nonostante fosse già un po' di tempo che il mio compagno andava ripetendomi di smettere di dire fesserie, che volente o nolente lo sono.

E' stato precisamente quando ho buttato giù il post per commentare e diffondere la storia di Barbara-BlackCat e del suo bimbo al Carrefour di Assago. Ecco, ho pensato: sono contenta, se posso anche solo fare la differenza per un grammo, se quello che scrivo potrà anche solo essere letto da una persona che a sua volta ritrasmetterà questo episodio, allora questo blog avrà avuto un senso.

E poi, sopra ogni altra cosa, la partecipazione con tutti gli altri ad una protesta civile, tanto per dimostrare che la rete non è solo porcate e porcherie.

]]> http://egb63.wordpress.com/?p=370 Sun, 14 Sep 2008 22:14:14 +0000 egb63 http://egb63.ca.wordpress.com/2008/09/14/why-blog/ I was reading Spook Country by William Gibson and came  across a  line that has been haunting me for a while.  Sorry,  too lazy to look up the exact wording .But it was a comment by a charater talking about blogging - saying that blogs were  a view by the blogger of reality.  Ummm, no.  Not for me anyway .I wouldn't say that my blog reflects reality, or my view of reality.  All that you see in my blog are passing thoughts.  Some are big and important to me,others  were just taking up space in my  brain.  A tiny  piece of what is going on in my brain.

So,why blog?I usually  have all kinds f thoughts running around in my head, which can cause too much  chaos -- writing  just one thought  down seems to calm the chaos.  Also, sometimes I just want to share a great book, or good recipe, or some news about a restaurant .  It is kind of fun to put out my opinions where someone might see them.  and lastly, I sometimes get comments.  or a bit of converstaion  based on what I post.  Fun. Communication.